Wishes, forever.

These wishes would never be granted. They'd be wishes forever.

I wish I never met you. 

I wish I could go back to those fateful days and change everything that happened. 

But on a second thought, I wish I could go back and relive everything, not changing anything. 

Those memories are all I have... If I could just go back.

I wish that those few memories would disappear. Because I'm tired of replays. Because it pains me a lot that those few bittersweet memories are the very ones that crush my heart to pieces every time. 

I wish you loved me too. Because the world will end and stars will die, to the world I can, but to myself I can't deny that you were once the most important person in my life. I wish I made you feel that you were. I know I didn't, so I wish I did. That could have made all the difference.

I wish I could learn to forget you. I wish you could try to forgive me. I wish you could tell me why you left me hanging. I wish everything would end once and for all.

On top of it all, I wish you even had the choice to love me back. Though you never would have chosen me, I would still have wanted to have stood a chance.

And on top of what is on top of it all, I wish you knew that this blog post was all about you.  

But after all, just who am I to you but some girl you'll never wish for?